Tuesday, July 29, 2008
It is the first time i felt i am so weak, for everything. i can not take it. i always think i am very strong, whatever what happened i could stay clam, even last time i get robbed and almost die, i still can think and use my brain, but what a hell is it now, i felt my heart die. even my closest friend cheat me and betary me just for fun. it is the time i want ask for why. but what can i do, i can not change anything. it is just the life.
i could feel it long time ago,but i do not want to believe it. i am the one who cheat myself. how can i wake up, i dunt need others help. i can wake up by myself. i dunt need this kind of friend. i see her true color after i know her for 5 years.....
Posted by Melissa Zhao @ 1:53:00 am
